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Let's give this a try. Take two.

Another year, and so many things have changed. It's going to be weird walking the halls without you.

I just got home from my vacation to Michigan. I went with Rachel and her family. It's about a 16 hour drive, and on the way there I took my motion sickness medication and literally slept the entire way. It was wonderful, because I was so afraid I'd be bored/sick un a car for hours on end. I don't do well in car rides. In all, the week went really well. Rachel and I had a blast, did a good job of entertaining ourselves, and it was nice to just sit back and relax. The best part was the nights. We were right on Lake Huron, and there is a swingset that I sat on every night for about 2 hours and just looked up at the stars. There were so many shooting stars. It was beautiful and moving. You haven't lived untill you've sat outside and let the night take you. The ride home was brutal. I didn't sleep, and everyone else was alseep for a good 8 hours of the drive. It seemed to last forever and I felt sick the whole way. Thank god Rachel and Derek woke up, and the rest of the way was alright.

Going back to work today was weird. I hadnt worked for 10 days, and getting back into the groove was hard. Mainly I kept spilling things because I'm clumsy. Beside that all went well. Closed alright. No complaints. I think Hector is done being mad at me. So he'll stop sending me home early everytime I work.

I bought a car a few weeks ago. My payment plan is $250 every 2 weeks (because I get paid bi-weekley). I'm excited.

I'm not the type of person to keep pictures and sentimental things. But there are 3 things that I've kept that I will never, ever, ever throw away. 1 picture, 1 leaf, and 1 note. I could never bring myself to erase that part of my life from my memory. Your first love is the best love. It's never ending.

Crazy, crazy times. It seems like the past two weeks have just gone by, and it's this huge blur. I hardly remember anything that's happened. Yet there are specific things I remember in full, descriptive detail. I'm at that point where everything is just going so wonderful. I think I'm finally digging myself out of the hole I dug earlier. It's really nice.

I've been writing a lot lately. It just seems like I have so much to say, and no one to say it to, so I went out and bought a little notebook and I kept it with me wherever I go and just write down everything that comes to mind. It's nice having something to just let go to, and not have any repercussions.

This summer is going to be wonderful. Is anyone feeling the same way?

My high school career is really narrowing down. Only a year left. Of course I'm probably the only Junior actually thinking about graduation. Only I'm thinking about next year in general. I wonder what it's going to be like, knowing every day is just something to cherish, because after next year is up there are no more high school memories to make.

The grass looks a lot greener than it did yesterday.

mmmm coffee
mmmm 5:47
mmmm only 1 final today
mmmm 5 minute signing w/ mrs. hudson
mmmm i'm feeling a tiny bit better.
mmmm i finished my creative writing porfolio just now ;)
mmmm i'm gonna stop being such a slacker
mmmm i wrote a poem about my dislike for mrs. kniesley.
mmmm i'm gonna read it today for the class.
mmmm imma rebel.
mmmm i like saying mmmm
mmmm......rawr. i'm getting my hair cut off next thursday!

It's too big to hang out my wall.
I think I'll have to tack it to the ceiling in my room.

I'm just going to write this up now so I can come home from work tonight and crash.

I watched American History X for about the 5th time today, then I watched 25th Hour for the 11th time. I love Edward  Norton. He's my favorite actor. I want to see his new film with Naomi Watts, "Painted Veil" which was filmed in Japan. It looks excellent. I also haven't seen Death To Smoochy. It's on my list of movies to see. From what I know of, I've seen every movie he's been in besides those two. No that's a lie, I haven't seen "Down in the Valley" yet. So those three are at the top of my list. I'll probably go out to blockbuster sometime this week and rent them. Here is my favorite scene Edward Norton has ever done, courtesy of 25th hour:

My dad came home from work today with Cat shampoo and said we had to give Edward a bath. (My cat's name is Edward Norton Jr. whoa I was just talking about him?!) I tried to convince him that we shouldn't do it, because cat's arn't suppose to be given baths but he argued with me and in the end I lost and had to give him a bath.  He looks so sad right now.

BEFORE:

AFTER:




I finished that book "Kissed By An Angel" last night. I'm still in shock that she killed the cat. Everything else was foreshadowed in the first chapter and I figured the whole thing out early on. I'm just suprised she killed. the. cat.

Midterms next week, not really looking forward to them. All of my classes are easy, besides Chemistry. That's the one I'm biting my nails about. I get to use a notecard though, so I'm going to work hard on that. I'm going to use all the space I can.

I guess I don't have much to talk about. Kyle didn't break his elbow?  He's such a liar to me :'(

Ohhh  I pulled my nose ring out today by accident. It hurt so bad. Then I forced myself through the pain of putting it back in. Now I look like rudolf. Sweet.

I bought knee high sock's at Aerie the other day and I don't really know what to do with them. I suppose in the summer I can wear them? I also wanted to take a picture with them but all of them came out like I was...well quite frankly a skank. Because I have to wear shorts with them. This is the best picture I took. And I look like a freak in it. Weird pose. Whatever I'm shoin' off mah sockiez.


I wear them around the house. My dad doesn't like them. Haha, I wonder why.
I love my daddy for putting up with my shinanagins.

Sooo I made this viewable for people that arn't my friends. I locked certain entries so only my friends can view those. I'll spend the next couple of days unlocking all of my friends only posts.

Workkkk tonight. 7-close

xoxo
melohdee
;)

The outcome of not brining my book to school today:


I'll post a real update once I sleep.